Levi - This love is a lie.

Haven't posted anything in like 7 weeks or something, sorry :-/ just really cannot be bothered right now tbh.

I'm falling behind in school, can't keep up with my homework, falling out with friends.. My life is actually falling apart tbh :-/

fuck it.

Sorry, I have been completely neglecting this blog.. I just don't have time to be posting things up every few days.. & I also don't have much to write about at the moment. I'll get back into blogging when I go back to school probably.. There is a helluva lot more to write/rant about. Haha. ♥

Not been online in a while, so I thought I'd let you all know what's been going on lately.

The warm weather has, finally, come to an end, & I am like so happy. It rained so much yesterday and it was amazing. I'd actually missed the rain tbh, haha. It's quite cold today, it's not raining yet though.

I am so tired. I had to get up at 7.15am this morning because my mum was going on a training course thing for work & she was leaving at 7.30am, and I have to look after my little sister, so I had to get up really early.. I'm not very amused haha. She's sitting with one of the old laptops right now pretending to be typing something up, haha. She looks really cute. She had chocolate at like 9.30am, and my mum will kill me if she finds out, lol. She's being a little rat now, she's complaining that she wants to go out, but it's far too cold & it's going to rain pretty soon. She's in a mood with me now, haha.

Summer has been pretty boring so far tbh.. There isn't really a lot to do around here.. I want to go to the beach, but most of my friends don't like the beach and all that kinda stuff, so that kinda sucks a bit. Also, I'm completely skint at the moment, so there really isn't a lot I can do, haha. I really need a job, but I don't have my National Insurance Number yet, so there aren't many jobs I can get without that. I might go to the Job Centre or something and see if they can give me it early and then I can get a job during the summer. One of my cousins works in the Raddison SAS Hotel in Glasgow & that looks like a really nice place to work tbh, so I might ask him if there's any chance of me getting a job somewhere in there :) if not then I'm pretty sure I will find somewhere in Braehead :] Monsoon, Next or Boots seem quite appealing :)

Well, I hope you are all having a good summer :)

It is too warm. I'm boiling. Global warming isn't all it's cracked up to be.

Guys suck, & that's me putting it fucking bluntly. The vast majority of yous are ignorant, arrogant, sexist & just complete total utter wankers who should go burn or something! Seriously, why can't yous just be fucking NICE for one in your fucking lives ?! Instead of being total dickheads.

I'm gunna stop myself now, before I start making it personal.

Michael Jackson's death hysteria. Okay, I get it, one of the biggest legends has just died, but come on, none of you knew him personally, so stop making such a fuss out of it all. Fair enough, he was an amazing singer and whatnot, but you needn't cry over him, I highly doubt that's what he was aiming to gain out of his death. Just be happy, continue to listen to his songs, I'm pretty sure that's the way he'd want things to be..

Wemo children. Go and burn in hell! Seriously just get the fuck off the Internet, burn all your pishy scene clothes, cut up your extensions & break all your jewellery and then go gash your wrists and bleed to death. Like the proper fucking emos you all are. Don't threaten to kill yourselves if yous can't hold up your end of the fucking bargain. I'd happy murder you if you'd like ? I'd take fucking pleasure in it.

Guys. I just hate them now.. Enough said on the matter, for now.

The weather. Seriously, what is it actually doing with its life ?! One day it's like 26 degrees and then the next there's like gail force winds or something D: seriously, what is going on ? Global warming I tell you! Ruining the planet.

Lying & cheating. Two of a man's most favourite things to do, ey ? They cheat and they lie, and then they lie about cheating, and then they cheat because they're lying & your not buying it, then they have to lie more so that you will believe they're not cheating when they still are & then they end up lying to you about the smallest things. Then they start screaming "slut!" at you whenever you walk by them in the corridor when they're the ones who've shagged about 10 different girls and stopping seeing you because you wouldn't sleep with them.. But you are the slut, of course. They then say they're going to stay single and whatnot and then two weeks later they have a girlfriend & you end up spending the night upset because you really liked them. They make you feel like shit for things that aren't even your fault & they know they're doing it and they know it's hurting you, yet they still insist on doing it. They say they want to be friends and whatnot yet they never come out with you & whenever you speak to them on MSN they're complete blunt fuckers. They're arogant, selfish, ignorant, self-obsessed, conceited & just up their own arse tbh.
They fucking disgust me.. It's sickening the way they treat girls.. & y'know the worst part ? Girls always fall for the "nice guys" and it's always them that let you down and tear you up.. & it hurts so much because you weren't expecting it to come from them..

I love mankind, it's people GUYS I can't stand. 'Nuff said.

Nothing like a wee blog at 1.23am to cheer you up, ey ? :) Hmm, I actually don't know what to write about.. I aint got much interesting stuff going on atm.. Other than what I've already blogged about tbh. Hmm, I might be going to T4 On The Beach, lol. Metro Station, Calvin Harris, The Saturdays, Dizzee Rascal & many more all in the one place. Bliss. I hope I get to go. It's on the same day as my little sister's birthday though.. So I dunno if I could live with myself if I miss it ;[
Y'know, I could really go a Caramel & Cream Frappucino right now, or a Double Chocolate Flake Frescato. Ohh, someone wanna buy me one yeah ? :) Mail me it, lol.
Blahh, this is dead boring tbh.. I have absolutely nothing on my mind at the moment.. Other than my hatred for men, but yous have heard enough of that for one night, haha. I have an English essay to write.. If that counts as something, lol. It's like the soundtrack to my life, LOL! Mega phailz much, haha. I picked the most random songs ever tbh, they make absolutely no sense. My teacher look at them and she was like "oh, what strange band names" & I just lol'd. These are my songsss:
Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.
Newport Living by Cute Is What We Aim For.
Dream, Love Cure by Luke Pickett.
Highway To Hell by AC/DC
Paradise City by Guns'N'Roses.
When It Rains by Paramore.
Miserable At Best by Mayday Parade.
How To Save A Life by The Fray.
The Drugs Don't Work by The Verve
A Last Farewell by LoveHateHero.

S'gunna be pretty HxC ayy ? Gunna be sickkk'ed. Yass, I'm turning English on your asses :) wahey :] Blah, bored. Gunna go find someone to annoy on MSN. Add me or something yeahh :]

Guys, yous are yet again the source of my anger. So here goes.. WHY are yous so fucking ignorant, arrogant, conceited, self-absorbed, up-your-own-arses and just plain HORRIBLE to anyone yous fucking come across ?! Please, can someone answer that fucking question, I will be fairly grateful is someone can give me a reasonable answer to that.
There is a girl in my year who has a crush on a guy, in the same year as us, so she commented on a picture of him on my friend's Bebo page and then he started going crazy saying "how the fuck can you love someone if they don't love you back ?" So I, obviously, took her side in the situation and said that it was just a fucking crush and he should be pretty damn thankful that anyone has a fucking crush on him. Tracy thanked me and I continued to rant on. He is just such a conceited bastard & it is sickening the way he treats & speaks to girls. I really do feel so sorry for Tracy, I mean, I don't get along with her at the best of times tbh, mainly because I never actually speak to her, so I don't know a lot about her. But she seems like quite a nice girl, & I think it's horrific how people treat her. I actually kind of admire how she just blocks it out.. I'd love to be able to do that.
She just said that she loves how straight forward I am, lol. Well tbh, at the moment, guys are my favourite people in the world, as yous will probably know. So when I seen her treating her like that, I just snapped. I have been so tempted to just yell at guys lately, but I've been holding myself back, because I knew I would regret it, but this time I just couldn't stop myself. I just went crazy. I could have said worse, but it would have been too harsh & I wouldn't have been able to live with myself for a while afterwards. So I stopped myself before I got too nasty.

But yeah, I hate guys. The vast majority of them are total dicks, which makes me hate the rest of them, just because they're the same gender. So I'm sorry if you're a dead nice guy and all that pish, but I probably hate you :)

Oh, Lee & I had a little "epiphany" tonight.. You go with the bad guys and then you realise that it was a total mistake, so then you go with a nice guy and you're all happy and whatnot, but then, the nice guy hurts you & it's even worse than what happened with the bad guy because you weren't expecting it.. It makes the fall a lot harder & it makes you realise that you really can't trust anyone these days..

Okay, so I've decided that this summer is going to be the best one ever! :) I'm going to join the gym and eat healthy and all that jazz :) I want to be a bit more confident when I go back to school. I'm going to spend every possible second I can with my friends. I've realised that they mean the absolute world to me, they're the source of my sanity & I love them all ♥
I'm going to makes plans with people that won't be constantly broken. I'm going to think of a list of things to do so that we never run out of things to do (I just need to conjure up some money first, lol) & tbh, I can't be arsed with little idiots just being total fanny's and hurting people's feelings and pissing people off. If anything like that happens then they will be told to gtfo!
I'm forgetting about school, exam results etc, because I know they will just ruin my summer. I'll be constantly paranoid and petrified about my results and whether it will affect my options etc. So I'm just forgetting about them.

Bascially, this summer I'm going to fuck it up, & I'm going to do it good. I'll be constantly "oot ma nut" and pissing around with my friends, & I don't give a damn what my parents have to say about it :)

Summer '09 pl0x :)

I really don't know where to start. The only thing that comes into my mind at this moment in time is, guys are arseholes! They think they can do what they want to whoever they want whenever it pleases them. Well they're fucking wrong! I'm truely sick of seeing my friends being walked over, cheating on, abused by guys. It's sickening. Even the "nice guys" are pricks as well to be really honest with yous. I could sit and ramble all day about how much I hate guys and how horrid they are and the things they do, but I'm sure yous already know how horrible they are.
They lie, they cheat, they go in petty moods, they're stubborn, arrogant & ignorant, they never care about anyone bar themselves, they're SO self-centred, it's unbelievable. I could really go on all day insulting the entire sex, but I'm not going to. I'm not going to waste my time.

& for all of yous who know me, personally, will have read my MySpace blog I posted last night. Well yeah, this is really based on that topic, I just don't get it anymore.. Really.

After hours of crying, criticizing myself, arguing with myself & even more crying. I've decided that this summer is the summer that everything is going to change. I don't care what I have to do, I will improve my life this summer.
Caitlin has convinced me to join a gym, so I'll be spending a helluva lot of time there. I've decided to be healthy now. It's much better than eating junk food and sitting around the house all day.
I can't really do much about my schoolwork during the holidays though, so that may just have to be left to rest. But when I go back to school, I don't want to be so paranoid. I want to be able to relax in classes and not feel as if I'm so behind. I'll do my homework also, that was the thing that had me constantly in trouble last year. I never done my homework, so I was always in trouble with teachers and my guidance teacher. But this year, that's going to change. I'm going to prove that I'm not an ignorant child, as Mrs Jackson once said, and that I do genuinely care about my schoolwork & education.
There's obviously not much I can do about my Aunt Kathleen & Ian.. I can't obviously bring them back and just go back to how life used to be. But I know they wouldn't want me moping around and crying over them. They'd kill me if they seen me doing that. Ian was only 17 when he died. So he didn't get a chance to live his life properly. So I'm going to do that for him.
My family.. Well, as I said last night, we're arguing constantly over petty things, and it's mainly them that start it, so until they decide to grow up then I highly doubt the scene will change. I'm willing to forget it all and move on, but I know they'll just find more petty things to argue about. So as far as I'm concerned, they're acting like the fucking teenagers, & I just can't be arsed anymore. If that's they way they're going to set an example to me and my 6 year old sister, then that's absolutely fine with me. I just hope they don't expect me to communicate with them in anyway at all. I'm through with it.

Okay, I want you all to put yourselves in this position.. You're arguing with your parents all the time, over the most pathetic things ever, one of your friends died this time last month, another one of your mates is contemplating suicide at this moment in time, your favourite aunt died two years ago and you miss her like crazy, you can't keep up in your classes in school, you've fallen out with the vast majority of your mates & the rest of them tend to bitch about you behind your back anyway, you feel as though you can't tell anyone about your problems, so instead you write them down on an online blog, for people to look at and think how pathetic your life must be.
Can you picture being in that situation ? Can you imagine what it would feel like ? I'll tell you what it feels like.. It the worst feeling you could ever feel.
My life is going in a rapid downwards spiral and I can't seem to stop it. I'm constantly feeling down, and the main thing that is suffering because of it, is my schoolwork. I've been in 5th year for a week now and I'm already falling behind. I'm behind with an English essay & I'm behind with my work in Geography. I do not understand a word of what my Geography teacher is saying anymore.. In 3rd & 4th year, we had two years to cover the course.. This year we only have one, so she's really pushing us quite hard to get it finished in time. So she's not holding back in class, as soon as we get in we're writing right up until the bells rings for next period. I can't even get all the notes down in time, & the notes that I do take down are taken down so quickly, I cannot even read my own writing. Also, I went for a college interview the other day and I completely mucked it up. I really wasn't feeling well and I just wanted to go home and go to my bed, so I was completely blunt and the woman must have thought I was a total ignorant cunt. Also, my grades won't be good enough to get in anyway..

My parents are honestly doing my fucking head right in. I really want to move out of this house and get as far away from this hellhole as I possibly can & never return. I just don't feel as if I can speak to my mum about anything nowadays.. I feel like she's a total stranger to me. I mean, she's my mum! She is fucking God in my eyes, and I feel this way about her.. I don't know if it's my fault or her's.. Which makes it that bit more confusing for me.

Ian. Oh God, babe you have no idea how much I fucking miss you. I'm going insane with you here. I'd do anything to see you again,
speak to you on the phone, hear your amazing laugh. I'd give up anything, do anything, to even just simply have a chance to say goodbye to you.. You really do not know how much you meant to me.. You were by far the best friend I have ever had & I really doubt anyone could ever replace you.. I'm crying right now, & I really don't know what else to say about Ian.. Other than I love him so much. I'd do anything to have him back in my life.. I'll never forget you Ian, you were absolutely amazing & I love you so fucking much babe. & It is the exact same with my Aunt Kathleen. It's been just over two years she's been gone now & I still can't wrap my head around it.. She was on of the most amazing women I have ever encountered & I am so proud to be able to say she was my Aunt. I really miss you so much Kathleen, you were an amazing person. We all miss you so much, it's really not the same without you here. We need you here, it's so different without the sound of you laughter filling up the room. You were an amazing aunt and a brilliant friend. I love you <3

Being honest.. I don't even think I care about who likes me and who dislikes me anymore. I know who I need in my life, & I know they won't walk out of me when things get tough. Caitlin, Anne, Natalie, Jennifer, Daniel & Lauren. Yous are the best friends I could've ever asked for & I love you all so much. I know who hates me, and who bitches about me behind my back, and as far as I'm concerned, they can go fuck themselves. I'm not going to waste my time, or tears, over them anymore. All they've done is proved what a waste of time the past few years have been & how much of a cunt they can be. I'm completely through with you all.

Boys, ugh. Don't even get me started. So many of my friends are being totally fucked around by guys right now and it's fucking sickening. Mixed signals ? What a fucking understatement! Guys really need to sort their fucking priorities out. If you tell a girl you love her, then you have to fucking mean it! We take that kind of crap seriously! I have no idea why though.. Because your words are blatent lies & empty promises, soon to be broken. Also, if you tell someone that you like their mate, they're blatently going to go and tell their mate, so don't do that kind of shit and then be a total blunt fucker when you talk to them. Y'know what.. I'm going to stop myself now before I mention names and begin to get really nasty.

I just feel so low right now.. I've been depressed before, but this doesn't really feel like depression.. It feels worse than it to be honest.. I just really want someone to meet up with me tomorrow and just give me a huge hug. I really need to sort myself out.. Soon.

P.S. Sorry for the "emo-ness" of this.. I really needed to get it all out.

I decided it was high time I introduced my friends to you lot :) they are the most amazing bunch of people I have ever met and I would be completely, utterly lost without them..

Caitlin. By far one of my best friends I've ever had in my entire life. I've known her for about 3 years now and I think we've fallen out once and it lasted like a whole day, lol. I can tell her absolutely anything and she won't utter a word to anyone about it. I would trust her with my life. She means so fucking much to me. I am so glad I met her, I'd be totally lost without her in my life. I'm really lost for words when it comes to describing her. She is so much more than words can say. No song lyrics or movie quotes could describe how amazing she is. She is just absolutely amazing, & I love her so much <3

Anne. The amount of times I've hurt myself because I've been laughing to much with this girl is honestly unbelievable. She makes me laugh so much that I end up in agony afterwards, haha. Most of the things we find funny aren't remotely funny, but we somehow find some humor in it. We have bubble fights in Home Ec, then argue with the teacher that we weren't doing anything whilst standign with bubbles in our hair, we jump in puddles on the way home from school, we make people think we're gay, & I love her millions <3

Natalie. I will be here forever talking about this girl, she is so hilarious. Her daft little comments and weird faces are just hilarious. She makes me laugh all the time. She asks the dumbest questions and then doesn't understand when you explain the answers, lol. We are two completely different people but we get along so well. We both have completely different ideas about many different topics, but we have been friends for about 4 years and we're going to stay friends for a very long time. I'd be so gutted if I lost her, 'cause there would be no one there to make me feel smart, haha. I can tell her anything and she always helps me, & I'll always be there for her too. I love you Nat <3

& I'll finish this later .. x

Y'know, I really hate people who judge others because they have loads of piercings or tattoos. They're still fucking people, they just have some artwork on their people or metal through their skin. Piercings can be easily taken out, and tattoos can be removed (it's just really sore and pointless) So why the fuck do you treat them as if they're not from this planet ? I mean, my friend was knocked back for a job because she had her lip pierced. My friend's dad was stopped in the street by the police because a shop around the corner had just been robbed, and his dad had tattoos all down his arms and up his neck, so they thought he looked like a total criminal and they stopped him in the middle of a busy street and searched him, embarassing him at the same time.
Seriously, people's attitudes towards these things are absurd. I mean, it's the fucking 21st century. People of the same sex can be married, we can go into space, we can travel the world at our leisure, we can adopt fucking tigers and pandas.. Yet we aren't allowed to have piercings and tattoos, yes ?
I don't have a lot of piercings, due to my age.. But as soon as I turn 16 and can, legally, get piercings by myself, then I will be quite happy tbh. I'm obviously not going to go overboard (I do quite like living in my house, lol) but like I will get quite a few more piercings. At the moment I have 5.. Both my ear lobes once, my right tragus and my right anti helix twice (: but I plan on getting a few more piercings on my ears, I want my lip and tongue pierced and I also want a few microdermals on my hips and wrist. I also plan on getting a tattoo. You can get tattooed at the age of 16, with parental consent. So my mum said if I do well in my exams then for my 16th birthday I can get a tattoo :] so I'm pretty excited tbh.
But anyway.. Back to the rant, lol. I think piercings and tattoos should be allowed in any workplace to be honest.. I don't see a problem with them, and I said, they can always be taken out, & tattoos can be covered (unless you've went overboard and like totally covered your whole body) But yeah, that's me done on this topic, for now :]

Susan Boyle. What the hell. You lost the competition so you go a psycho just so you will stay in the fucking limelight ? Oh come on sweetheart, get a grip of your sad, pathetic life. Diversity were better, just let it go. You needn't go all crazy and go to special hospitals in London, escorted by police officers. Really, you need to sort it out m'love. Fair enough, I'll give you it, you are an amazing singers, but c'mon, Diversity owned. So just get over it yeah ? :)

Pictures. Okay, at Lauren's party, a picture was taken of Steven & I. We're sitting on the couch with the covers and he has his arm around my waist. But everyone has taken this as an opportunity to post 100 comments on a Bebo picture and accuse him of fingering me. What the fucking hell! We did absolutely nothing of the sort! I'm actually quite shocked, and upset, that my friends think I'm that kind of girl. To do shit like that with a guy I just met. Irregardless of whether I was drunk or not. I was sober btw.. But in the picture I do look fairly drunk.

Sore throats. Ever since I got back from Lauren's party, my throat has been killing me. I have no idea what is wrong with me. I've been eating Soothers and drinking cough syrup, but nothing is helping it.

Headaches. Yet another thing I've been suffering from since Sunday. I really think I have caught something from someone. I'm like basically dying. It's really not nice.

This weekend was absolutely amazing to be honest. I wasn't going to go to the party, but I did & I'm so glad I went (: It was an amazing night.

On Saturday, Daniel & I went to Tesco with his mum and we got our drink and all that & then we went back to his and we got ready and all that. We went to Lauren's aboutt 6-ish with Lisa and like the first thing we done was drink, haha. I drank like 3 cans of Stongbow, and I had a glass of Mickey Finns. I then moved onto Vodka & Fanta Lemon & I had like 5 glasses of that. Then Letitia & Lee showed up and we started drinking these fucking drinks that I made and they tasted quite good tbh, I eventually lost track of what I was putting in them though. I got Letitia pissed because of all the mixes she was drinking :L she had to leave about 10-ish, lol. I sobered up about 9-ish though because my mate Chrissy was throwing up in the bathroom so I had to stay with him and clean up his fucking vomit, eww. After I'd sobered up, I didn't really get drunk again, I did drink, but not enough to get me drunk, haha.

Some more people showed up about 12-ish and I ended up trying to crash on the couch, but the music was, literally, shaking the house, so I couldn't. So I ended up curled up with Steven & watching Village Of The Damned, minus the sound, as you do, lol. I then watched everyone dance around like total tits and Charlie was jumping around with a dog cage over his head, as you do, haha.

I wasn't allowed to sleep all night, so at like 5.40am, Daniel, Claire, Ami & Liam walked to McDonalds to get breakfast, lol! When they came back, we lounged around, watching Disney Channel and then we all left about 9am.

Lauren's house was wrecked tbh. The place was a mess, her wall has a dent in it, her radiator is broken, her table was stained, her chair was broken, whilst another was stolen, her neighbours windows were egged and their cars were jumped on and they received some verbal abuse from a few drunken idiotic teenagers.

But nonetheless, the party was immense. I'm really glad I went.

Wheyy. My exams are finally over! I just had my last one today & it really feels so good tbh, haha. The two papers were surprisingly easy to be honest with you. I came out of the General exam and my friend said to me "omfg that was a total picnic" and I said "yeah, that one was a picnic, so the next one will be assrape." But it wasn't. It was piss easy. There was one question that I was like "fuckk" when I seen it, but the rest of them were so easy. It was a good way to end the month to be honest. I loved it, lol.

But yeah. Off to Braehead now to get some new mascara and whatnot for a party tomorrow. Won't be on much over the weekend. I'll update you all when I get back ;]

I was just randomly browsing through Bebo a few minutes ago, and I came across one of those fucking "perfection vanity elite" groups and they were called "We Are Unique" and I really had to laugh. I went on and looked through the pictures, & every single one of them looked the fucking same. Big bushy hair with brightly coloured coontails thrown in at random points, a shitload of eyeliner, Hello Kitty necklace & absolutely photoshopped to fuck. Yes, you are all "unique."
The definition of the word 'unique' (taken from wikipedia) - "Being the only one of its kind; unequaled, unparalleled or unmatched; Of a feature, such that only one holder has it; Of a rare quality; Unusual"
None of you are one of a kind, because yous are all ripping of each others shite hairstyles and tacky photoshopping skills. Fair enough, I'll give yous it.. You are all pretty unusual. But none of you are unique. I honestly think you all look the same.
Maybe it's time for the whole "scene kid" phase to pass, and then you can all find something else to copy each other with (:

E-fame.. Is there really such a thing ? Is it possible for someone to be so popular over the Internet that they're considered famous ? No, it isn't possible. There is no way that someone can be so popular on the Internet that they earn fame. If this were possible then everyone would be famous by now. But we're not.
Fair enough, I will admit, there are loads of people out there who are really popular on the Internet, people like Bee Pirate Hooker, Gee Von Gore, Dolly Diamond etc. These people are considered MySpace celebrities and whatnot, all because they have a few thousand friends and like a million page views. That's not exactly the case though.. All three of these people are models, professional models, not stupid teenagers who do photoshoots in their bedrooms with their friends. They all have done many professional photoshoots & most likely will continue to do more. Gee Von Gore is launching a clothing line soon, too.
The thing that really annoys me is idiotic little teenagers who dye their hair pink and wear tight jeans and call themselves Bebo famous. They really bug the hell out of me. I'd happy gauge their eyes out and suffocate them. They really need a life tbh. Of course there is the whole "scene" style thing, & I'm completely fine with that. I like the style, I think it's cool. I just don't like people who think they are famous because they have a lot of friends and page views. You are not famous and you probably will never be famous. So I suppose you may as well soak up the "fame" while you can. While every other 15/16 year old is worrying about their Standard Grades (GCSE's), you worry about become the winner of the poll on Vanity Elite or whatever other pathetic vanity groups you've joined.
Well, to put it bluntly.. When you go for a job interview, your employer isn't going to care about how many page views your MySpace profile has, or how many friends you have on Bebo, or how many people have watched your Stickam shows. They're going to want to know your skills, qualities, hobbies etc.. & No, Bebo does not count as a hobby. There isn't exactly going to be a "I am Bebo famous" check box on your CV now is there ?